"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

MRI.......maybe not such a good idea after all.

Yesterday was the long awaited MRI.  We saw the neurologist immediately after.
Surgery is not an option and probably won’t ever be. 
The MRI showed that her brain has not developed very much since birth (we knew this, but seeing it on a MRI makes it more real and possibly more awful)
She will never be a normally functioning person (we knew this too) – our beautiful girl will have a lifetime of pretty severe challenges.
I don’t see a plan in all of this (but in my heart I know there is one)
I want to say something inspirational and good and I’m sure I will….just not today.


1 comment:

  1. Allow Peyton - in all the ways that she gives you love - to help heal your heart. Because of Peyton, there are so many more of us who feel & show compassion to other people who are not "normal" because we understand a bit more than we did before we knew Peyton.

    It's ok to cry, to be sad, to let go - it helps to make room for the next series of hopes & dreams that you can make for her.

    Love you guys - and you are in my prayers.

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